It’s cold. It’s snowing. It’s freezing cold everything seems so bleak.
For some reasons, she’s crying. Not that she’s not used to crying, but this time she’s well aware of the reason for her river of tears. Which makes her even sadder.
She feels defeated. By life. By fate. By her own feelings.
Unfortunately fighting isn’t an option. She could be a fighter if she wanted, but there’s no point of fighting. This is life. The battlefield is the life itself; there is no way she could win. Scared of being terribly beaten and bruised again, no, this time she’ll let it pass.
Most of all, she’s scared of losing.
That everything will be okay
I know that it's so easy to say
But the pain inside will fade
Please tell me that you'll stay.
Holes Inside, Joe Brooks
To Zahid, I wish you all the happiness in the world cause you deserve nothing less than that.
And KN, thank you.
Don't walk away from me.