Wednesday, January 7, 2009


just because my previous post has 'dead' on its title, so you think this one is the sequel lah?

no, not even close. it may have something to do with deadly stuff (obviously), but none about birthdays, new year, whatsoever.

a day before i went back to kmB, a friend asked me out. and since i was so depressed mengenangkan esok dah kena balik kolej, i simply agreed.

so he picked me at home (it's my uncle's place actually), and then went to a kedai mamak, pegi pekena nasik lemak dgn nescafe ais (dye je la, i only had iced neslo). not long after that, his two friends joined us (oh, great) and lepak same2.

and then the real 'thing' began.

we played a killing2 game called LIFE4DEAD. yes, i mean, WE. it's not like we shared a PC and i watched him showing-off his skills, nope. i actually played along with his two friends! (gile, tawu la nak cukopkan team, aku gak jd mangse).

i never played such thing before. xpernah sentuh pom!

me; "i xtaw pape pom psl bende alah ni! pls la, i xnak main. xreti kot"

him; "alah, relax la. takde pape pon. senang je.u i ikot je i krg.i aja la u"

pity me. rayuanku tidak diterima. finally, i gave up. fine. whatever you say.

W,A,S,D for control.

E to pick up things.

R to reaload your weapon.

space to jump.

Ctrl to duck. (ye ke??)

okey, it won't be so bad. bunyi macam senang.layan je laa..

so it's show time baby!

"woi, jgn tembak aku la!" (it's always me who shot meraban.haha)

"tutop lampu.ade witch kat sini" (witch??wth??)

"jgn la saw sgt.xde pape pom." (i don't even know what 'saw' is?*^&!$%^&)

"mane u ni? kan i dah ckp, ikot i" (i was always the one yg tertinggal kat blkg sbb xjumpe jln)

the game is CS-like (satu permainan elektronik di mana anda hanya dpt melihat senjata anda dr skrin komputer), and i never liked CS before.
now i’m wondering how the two chipmunks (afiq,11 and adam,7) can be sooo into CS despite of their age. (maju tol adik2 aku)

you walk, you see zombies, you shoot them, they pin you down, your friends help, your health bar increases, then you walk again to hunt for zombies.(can someone pls explain this to me??)

btw, thanks to my dearest friend, i got my veeery first experience in such game.
(he even asked me to CS-ing with him after that, but hell, NO!)

now i’m already at kmB, and i know a lot of DOTA-ing is going around. and since i had a lot of DOTA conversation with yard recently,

“aku xkan penah faham manusie2 yg main game camtu.”

and to mr. alah-sng-je-i-bley-aja-u;

“next time lau u ajak i pegi cc men game lg, sumpah i x ikot!” (i hope he will read this)

i can’t play DOTA, i dread CS, i failed Life4Dead;

Tadak life kah aku???

Friday, January 2, 2009

shoot me. and i'm dead.

i cant believe this.

i missed his birthday. and i feel bad about it. he never missed mine since we knew each other. i know, i know, i was somewhere in Yangon on that day, and that explains why i couldn't call him. or text him. or email him. but i swear i remember it. and i promised to myself that i would wish his birthday as soon as i get back. but i didn't. not til just now.

and it turned out that he had the lousiest birthday ever.

B: "im so sory. i missed ur bday. i wuz in mynmar. i ingt on dat day,bt i 4got 2wish aftr i come so sory my dear. rily3 sory.. ,"

A: "its 2 late 2 apologize. dh lama. i had a shitty bday."

B: "i blk mesia on 26th.u called, tym 2 i kt k.trg,stayin at my frens so sory.sumpah,i ingt on dat vry day,bt i cudnt reach u...sory."

A: "oh,call kjp tu xley wish eh?fine."

B: "i xingt.i come bak,n i got so many things so bad..each tym i ingt,i xter-wish.i duno.oke, i admit,my fault.,bt im rily3 sory.,"

A: "hmmph.tlambt."

yeah, he did call me on 31st dec. but i turned him down and said i would call him later. i was out with my roomie, pja, and it's not that often when i could actually hangout with her at KT. but again, i forgot. i didn't call. i didn't even wish his bday when he called. the conversation lasted less than a minute. and i didn't say a word after that. not til just now.

i think i can understand why he's so like hurt. he always had something for me on my previous birthdays.

2006; we first met. my bday was on the last day of HK. we chatted til midnight after the annual dinner and he was among the first to wish- right before my eyes. cute:)

2007; he's a guy full of surprises. my bday was going to be a few days after HK. but stil, i got a cake, and a card from him- given by a waitress during the annual dinner. man, that was damn SWEET!

2008; sorry, i cant remember. i was too excited about my bestie, YANA and her surprise party. and the fact that mom already asked her friend to bake a cake when she was away in india really touched me. thanks for the early thoughts mom..

the thing is, i feel so bad when i missed his birthday. i feel guilty. terrible. so not me. i'm the type who always remember important dates, but how could i forget his?

another fact- i missed abh's too. 1st january, and i only text him on the next day.

B: "they say it's better to be late then never. so,, happy belated bday! hehee sory abh, bella xsmpt wish smlm:)

A: "ya lah 2. anyway, tq n jaga diri:-)"

i love you, abh. always do.

its only the third day of 2009, and i already forgot 2 important dates for 2 important people in my life.

shoot me.

Thursday, January 1, 2009

the chronology

12th-26th dec 08; yangon, myanmar.

*some text missing*
"one happy family without the two chipmunks"
31st dec 08; pantai batu burok, KT
roomates unite, we are TERRIFIC TOGETHER!! had lots and lots and lots of fun! cerita pasal matm*n chomey yg pandai buat chocolate cake, tgk Korean drama [which sure as hell means that he's romantic], undeniably rich, drives a harrier [bia la abg dye punye pon], anak ___ MB, and yup3, he's damn CUTE! only the fact that he's honey's bestfriend makes him so boooringggg~~ but who cares??
"rumet poreber yg bising dan haru biru"
31s dec 08; Darul Sementara, Paka
home, finally. after 2weeks++ merantau, daku akhirnya pulang. only to find out that the house was not in the way it should be. yeah. pecah masuk. kami dirompak [kate nabilah]. zahid's mr. lappy is gone. and ayah's camera too. c'mon, it's new year's eve! people should be having fun, wishing that the new year will bring all the good things. ini tak. menyusahkan org. "baik xyah hidup lau nyusahkan org"- [ayat femes angah kat kak cik]. kesian encik polis, kne dtg to inspect the crime scene [pengaruh csi]..why aa??manusia skrg semakin kejam...... *i'm too tired to say anything. just wishing that umi and ayah were here....
"pintu bilik yg dikopak oleh manusia durjana yg rakus dan tamak"
..end of 2008..
so what's left for me in 2009??
GOD knows.