Saturday, July 28, 2012

Wednesday, July 25, 2012


"Dengarlah cakap akak. Buat lah IB."

Lol. Seriously. Am so pleased knowing that I don't write craps for free, that some of my ramblings do make their own way of contributing. But on another note, I feel like I'm being watched. Sebagai salah seorang pelajar tajaan MARA, mungkin saya patut lebih well-behaved dalam blog selepas ini kerana perilaku saya mungkin diperhatikan lol lagi. Anywhooo, it's good to know that my writings turn out to be beneficial (you decide to what extent lol) to some of you kiddos who think IB is a monster, because, well, it definitely IS!


Not very helpful, no?

So mungkin selepas ini pihak MARA boleh menaikkan elaun sara hidup di Leicester, UK (and perhaps Belfast lol) kepada £880 sebagaimana yang dilakukan oleh JPA.

Kena pancing Bahagian Penganjuran la pulak nih lol.

Salam Ramadhan everyone!

Sunday, July 22, 2012


Here's a little secret.

I am always in doubt with myself.

There you go, now it's not a secret anymore.

Looking back, however, I know I've come to one of those points in life where I'm very sure of what I want.

I remember the conversation with Ayah when I was in Miri. He kept on saying this thing about "matlamat". Ayah and his matlamat are just inseparable. He's a firm believer that one should have his/her own goal(s) in this life.

He was going about having goals and achieving them, when I am (perhaps) more of a carefree person. Life happens before we know it. There are things we can plan. But honestly I haven't even figured out the outline of my future. Getting a degree, working for how many years before buying my own house/car, at what age to get married, after how many married years do I want to start having kids, what kind of house do I want to live in, how long do I want to work before reaching the next level/hierarchy in my field of work, etc. Heck, I'm not even sure if I want to continue in my current field!

But for now, there is one thing that I am very sure of.


He is my matlamat.

And that left Ayah smiling, in admiration. (kinda)

Friday, July 20, 2012


Welcome, Ramadhan.

Sunday, July 15, 2012

Halfway taken.

33 months of togetherness.

Friday, July 13, 2012


Yes I know I'm pretty much a little too clingy, but since now that things are almost a little too confirmed, my clingy-ness somehow gets worse.

I feel like calling him a little too often. When I'm bored, when I'm sleepy, when I'm watching How I Met Your Mother (yes I've only started to watch them don't say anything), when I want to go to bed, when I'm out for dinner, when I'm doing just about anything. Stories short, I feel like calling him whenever I see a phone around (and by that I mean anyone's phone, really)

While I'm still stuck here in Miri. Another two days before my iPhone starts giving notifications of Whatsapp and Viber and Twitter. Or perhaps just the familiar weather temperature stuff.

I. Desperately. Need. Wifi.

And keep the phones out of sight til Sunday.

Tuesday, July 3, 2012


Well I'm going home
Back to the place where I belong
And where your love has always been enough for me.

Home, Daughtry

Off to meet some reality (and paint a bit of a dream)

Til then!

Sunday, July 1, 2012

Love like this.

I'm still here. I haven't gone far, no worries.

I notice myself that I haven't been too keen in blogging this past few weeks. I miss writing though. But one thing came after another. The exams, OSCE, house-packing, classes, some sickness and a gazillion more things I can't really remember have been occupying my time.

And oh, didn't I mention how the Internet at my old house really drove me up the wall? Crazy I know. So much for the high speed UK Internet connection blah blah. Even my home at 25th floor from the ground here in KL is waaaaaaay better.

Yes you read it right. Here. In. KL.

I'm in Kuala Lumpur already so hooray for that!


Life has been so good these days. Honestly that is one of the main reasons why I haven't written for a while. For once, I found that the reality is a lot nicer than the life I have online. I haven't got Facebook at the moment, so scratch that. Twitter? Haven't tweeted for quite some time.

Trying to focus more on the real things. People, life, love.

Awhhh. Love.

Like this.

I couldn't be happier for her. I told her I could simply cry when I look at her, for I know how happy she now is.

And I am falling more and more in love with this guy in the yellow shirt.

"You know I love you so."