there is always the first time.

pembaca yang budiman sekalian;

hari ini merupakan kali pertama saya menonton filem melayu di panggung wayang. pada mulanya saya sedikit (banyak sebenarnya) teragak-agak untuk menonton filem ini memandangkan saya tidak pernah sekali pun menonton filem melayu di pawagam, tapi saya gagahkan jua diri untuk membeli tiket filem ini memandangkan sahabat baik saya (yang begitu bersemangat meyakinkan saya akan kehebatan filem ini) begitu teruja. maklumlah, hari ini merupakan hari pertama filem itu ditayangkan. maka tepat jam 4.45 petang, wang saya selamat melayang ke "pawagam layar emas" di "petak masa", bukit bintang, secara tidak langsung menyumbang kepada perkembangan ekonomi negara dan industri seni tanah air. kami melangkah ke dewan 1 untuk menonton filem ini - Lagenda Budak Setan.

yes, Lagenda Budak Setan. it was cool, if not awesome. i mean, the storyline was a bit shaky with no clear motives (well, that's what usually happen), but farid kamil was the best. i was never a fan of him before (i am still not now), but he was really charming and funny and a little cute in that film. a bad boy turned good (cliche i know), fell in love with the gorgeous lisa surihani, spiced up with the really heart-breaking tears-inducing song "Bila Cinta by Fili", some secrete love by the pretty fazura......... wallaaaaa! there you go, Lagenda Budak Setan (of course it is).

baiklah. sedikit (mungkin agak banyak sebenarnya) kelemahan dalam filem ini yang agak ketara (memang banyaklah rupanya) ialah sebutan pelakon3 yang berbeza3 merujuk kepada perkara yang sama. mungkin agak mengelirukan di sini, tapi sebagai contoh, suatu ketika watak memanggil ibunya IBU, tidak sampai lima minit kemudian, panggilan itu bertukar menjadi MAMA. seperti juga I dan YOU yang tidak lama selepas itu menjadi SAYA dan AWAK. sebutan huruf R pelakon (yang tidak dapat dinamakan di sini) juga ada kalanya (selalu juga sebenarnya) sangat melucukan.

ou yeap. the whole hall was laughing when she pronounced the R. eg: maRah. i couldn't help but laugh too, but hey, who cares? she's too pretty to be blamed for her R. overall, everything was good. i mean, this is my very first malay movie that i ever watched in a movie theater, and it turned out not so bad. farid kamil's hair remind me of him, even some of his features too. so i guess that's another x-factor in the movie. (right, i know i'm not lisa, so stop it). but to sum it all up, it worth a try. and please please please, download the OST. it makes you cry any minute you listen to it. (oh i'm already sobbing! right, that's a lie)

nota kaki: maaflah, saya sangat mahukan satu entry berbahasa melayu sepenuhnya, apatah lagi ini merupakan kali pertama saya menonton filem melayu di pawagam. tapi saya masih menyelitkan unsur3 bahasa asing. saya hanya tidak dapat menolong diri sendiri. (i just couldn't help myself). diharapkan entry ini dapat mencetuskan perasaan ingin menonton filem melayu dan menyokong industri perfileman negara sekali gus menaikkan semangat patriotisme dalam diri kita semua, apatah lagi BTN atau lebih dikenali sebagai Biro Tatanegara kini berada di sekitar penjuru (around the corner).

apa lagi kawan3, ayuh ke BTN! - pesanan penaja

MUHAMMAD KHAIRUL NAZRIN BIN KHALIL;

aku speechless. aku taktau nak start camne, nak cakap camne. aku nak cakap direct kat kau, tapi aku rasa cam bersalah gila aku takut aku nanges tak pasal3 kat kau lau aku cakap direct. aku tau kita dah plan benda alah ni since zaman paleolitik dulu. babe, sume orang tau kot? shit gila perasaan skang weh. sumpah, kalau aku ada kereta dah lama aku gi kat kau mintak maaf bawak bunga banyak3 cam psycho. tapi.. shit lah. shit gila. sumpah emosi perasaan tak stabil rasa nak sepak orang (okay aku patut sepak diri sendiri) skarang. seyes. aku mintak maaf sangat3:(

soorry lagi. aku speechless. this time memang betul3 speechless taktau nak cakap apa.

kita still kawan kan? :(

i traded my life;

just to have you.

now i wonder what could have happened to the life.

everything will be okay in the end; if it's not okay, then it's not the end.

quoting a friend:

"benda paling penting yang aku belajar kat KMB ni - hati kita ni boleh koyak banyak3 kali rupanya. bila kita rasa kita dah koyak tahap moksha, eh, belum lagi, ada lagi yang boleh koyakkan kita lagi dahsyat"

she's a toughie. a hard nut to crack. she never really cried in front of people, unless those who have her trust (i've had that moments with her). when she cried, i would be speechless, not knowing what to say. not that i'm bad at comforting people, only that i'm amazed that she actually has tear glands and lysozyme somewhere near her eyes. well, she's a human too, i guess.

and recently she was having a really hard time. she told me she cried like hell and kept saying "at least now i know i have a heart". we laughed about it, but deep down my heart, her pain was mine too. i could tell her voice was different. the kind of voice when you are trying to convince yourself that everything is fine, when you know exactly they are not, and they will never be.

well, i'm having that voice now. (except i believe that everything will be fine)

i may be as independent as i may seem, but when things got too much to handle, i crack. i start to stumble. i never know being an "adult" can be this tough. before this i was always the "kid", spoon-fed, everything was ready-made. and now i have to do things on my own. flight tickets, visa, passports, house payment at melati, dead license, unregistered company, unread-able ATM card, unwithdraw-able money, the list doesn't end there. and yeah, i have to do it on my own. like literally on my own. mom and dad are not around, and zahid is having his finals, and that leaves me with all the to-do lists. (and a huge supermassive future-influencing life-or-death matter to be solved)

i want to go back. terengganu. to the place where i grew up for more than 15 years. and leave all this mess and let someone clean it up for me.

a n y o n e ? ?

sexy's my name.

KN - "oh look, we have something in common - pink handbag!"

everyone minus zai (the photographer) and farah and tiqa (absentees)

sangap karoks.

sangap karoks II.

dejay of the night.

dejay of the night - Literally.

awwwwww. ala3 artis gitu.

now that's the spirit!

the day was a blast! despite me having to come back all the way from shah alam and clearance was going to be on the very next day and my room was still in a mess, we had a fantastic night! nightmare on the elm's street was awfully scary (except me, zai and edy made it less scarier by criticizing every single thing from the movie, like how the mother of one of the character was actually HOTTER than the daughter), the karaoke yang takcukup mic, nasib baik takpecah je bilik tuh, the awesome lagu kapak chosen by edy "fantasia bulan madu" (ouyeahhhh), everything was definitely AWESOME!

ps. somebody just said this to me. "ko nih jangan jadi pumpkin sangat boleh takk??"

PUMPKIN?? :DDDD

byebye world.

Nabilah Aisyah tak rasa ape2 pun abes IB.

Mohd Fadzrel feels estatic that he has finally finish IB Programme..Alhamdulillah..Despite all the commotion,blood,sweat,tears n what not they have caused, IB & KMB are fun,indeed!!Thank u teachers,frens,foes n evry1 for d lessons,laughters,thoughts n so forth..!Now,let us pray hard,so that Allah will grant us His blessings with flying colors results..Amiinnnn!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Aishah Hamdan da way 2 smell da home.

Amirul Asyraf I'm officially ex-KMBians... :D

Ahmad Ridhuan Mohamad Daud semua telah berlalu...thanks for the tears, joy, pains and everything we shared together....♥

Syafik Marzuki packing2!!

Oja Adnan

Last day of this semester..
To the Yr2(KMB)..
"Selamat jalan wahai sayang,
Kini kau bersayap pergilah terbang,
Rentaslah langit cita-citamu,
Harap nanti kitakan bertemu,
Selamat jalan wahai sayang,
Janganlah engkau tak terbang pulang,
Kunanti penuh kerinduan...
Selamat tinggal..selamat jalan.."

Akmal Hayat Alhamdulillah. Permulaan dan pengakhiran yang baik. MODE: Uninstalling IB Diploma Programme

Amin Rox clear for take off!

Muhammad Faisal seriously nk enjoy hidup lepas ni!!!!!!

Yasir Ahmad IB.... been there done that.. (lama dowh teringin nak sbut benda nih, haha!) :D:D

Ahmad Ridhuan Mohamad Daud setiap pertemuan membwa perpisahan..pertemuan menemukan insan...mewujudkan ikatan...suka duka semuanya dikongsi ...mungkinkah akan bertemu lagi di kemudian hari...terima kasih guru2 , kawan2 yang byk mengajarku erti kehidupan dan semua yg pernah ditemui...setiap saat yang berlalu tidak akan dilupakan ...maaf atas segala salah dan silap dan halalkan segala yang diberi....semoga kita akan mndpt kejayaan yg gemilang..

Syafik Marzuki new journey begins..

Christopher Lee Freedom..........
haha

you can’t blame me for being a STALKER