i traded my life;

just to have you.

now i wonder what could have happened to the life.

everything will be okay in the end; if it's not okay, then it's not the end.

quoting a friend:

"benda paling penting yang aku belajar kat KMB ni - hati kita ni boleh koyak banyak3 kali rupanya. bila kita rasa kita dah koyak tahap moksha, eh, belum lagi, ada lagi yang boleh koyakkan kita lagi dahsyat"

she's a toughie. a hard nut to crack. she never really cried in front of people, unless those who have her trust (i've had that moments with her). when she cried, i would be speechless, not knowing what to say. not that i'm bad at comforting people, only that i'm amazed that she actually has tear glands and lysozyme somewhere near her eyes. well, she's a human too, i guess.

and recently she was having a really hard time. she told me she cried like hell and kept saying "at least now i know i have a heart". we laughed about it, but deep down my heart, her pain was mine too. i could tell her voice was different. the kind of voice when you are trying to convince yourself that everything is fine, when you know exactly they are not, and they will never be.

well, i'm having that voice now. (except i believe that everything will be fine)

i may be as independent as i may seem, but when things got too much to handle, i crack. i start to stumble. i never know being an "adult" can be this tough. before this i was always the "kid", spoon-fed, everything was ready-made. and now i have to do things on my own. flight tickets, visa, passports, house payment at melati, dead license, unregistered company, unread-able ATM card, unwithdraw-able money, the list doesn't end there. and yeah, i have to do it on my own. like literally on my own. mom and dad are not around, and zahid is having his finals, and that leaves me with all the to-do lists. (and a huge supermassive future-influencing life-or-death matter to be solved)

i want to go back. terengganu. to the place where i grew up for more than 15 years. and leave all this mess and let someone clean it up for me.

a n y o n e ? ?

sexy's my name.

KN - "oh look, we have something in common - pink handbag!"

everyone minus zai (the photographer) and farah and tiqa (absentees)

sangap karoks.

sangap karoks II.

dejay of the night.

dejay of the night - Literally.

awwwwww. ala3 artis gitu.

now that's the spirit!

the day was a blast! despite me having to come back all the way from shah alam and clearance was going to be on the very next day and my room was still in a mess, we had a fantastic night! nightmare on the elm's street was awfully scary (except me, zai and edy made it less scarier by criticizing every single thing from the movie, like how the mother of one of the character was actually HOTTER than the daughter), the karaoke yang takcukup mic, nasib baik takpecah je bilik tuh, the awesome lagu kapak chosen by edy "fantasia bulan madu" (ouyeahhhh), everything was definitely AWESOME!

ps. somebody just said this to me. "ko nih jangan jadi pumpkin sangat boleh takk??"

PUMPKIN?? :DDDD

byebye world.

Nabilah Aisyah tak rasa ape2 pun abes IB.

Mohd Fadzrel feels estatic that he has finally finish IB Programme..Alhamdulillah..Despite all the commotion,blood,sweat,tears n what not they have caused, IB & KMB are fun,indeed!!Thank u teachers,frens,foes n evry1 for d lessons,laughters,thoughts n so forth..!Now,let us pray hard,so that Allah will grant us His blessings with flying colors results..Amiinnnn!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Aishah Hamdan da way 2 smell da home.

Amirul Asyraf I'm officially ex-KMBians... :D

Ahmad Ridhuan Mohamad Daud semua telah berlalu...thanks for the tears, joy, pains and everything we shared together....♥

Syafik Marzuki packing2!!

Oja Adnan

Last day of this semester..
To the Yr2(KMB)..
"Selamat jalan wahai sayang,
Kini kau bersayap pergilah terbang,
Rentaslah langit cita-citamu,
Harap nanti kitakan bertemu,
Selamat jalan wahai sayang,
Janganlah engkau tak terbang pulang,
Kunanti penuh kerinduan...
Selamat tinggal..selamat jalan.."

Akmal Hayat Alhamdulillah. Permulaan dan pengakhiran yang baik. MODE: Uninstalling IB Diploma Programme

Amin Rox clear for take off!

Muhammad Faisal seriously nk enjoy hidup lepas ni!!!!!!

Yasir Ahmad IB.... been there done that.. (lama dowh teringin nak sbut benda nih, haha!) :D:D

Ahmad Ridhuan Mohamad Daud setiap pertemuan membwa perpisahan..pertemuan menemukan insan...mewujudkan ikatan...suka duka semuanya dikongsi ...mungkinkah akan bertemu lagi di kemudian hari...terima kasih guru2 , kawan2 yang byk mengajarku erti kehidupan dan semua yg pernah ditemui...setiap saat yang berlalu tidak akan dilupakan ...maaf atas segala salah dan silap dan halalkan segala yang diberi....semoga kita akan mndpt kejayaan yg gemilang..

Syafik Marzuki new journey begins..

Christopher Lee Freedom..........
haha

you can’t blame me for being a STALKER