satu hari selepas raya

semalam hari raya haji.
hari ini hari raya haji yang ke-2.
esok..??
seterusnya..??
*retoric question in english

things in my bed [other than me, of course]

1) cettua silky and clear nose strip -kak cik punye kerje
2) two handphones- satu celcom upax, satu celcom postpaid [don't ask!]
3) celcom brochures [??]
4) my lulu belle pencil case
5) earphone
6) mr. lappy's battery
7) red adidas jersey made in USA belongs to A* [out of nowhere~]
8) teddy bears yg sudah buhsan kulihat
9) 3 comforters- no wonder sgt susah bangkit dr katil
10) samsung phone cable
11) pillows [c'mon, it's a bed!?!]
12) pashmina shawl bought at klana jaya masa hantar cik pegi haji
13) spectacles
14) telekung&sejadah [alhamdulillah]
15) list of things to do before "leaving" [i hate this part]
16) mr. GodDamnCalculator
17) hair band
18) buku bank CIMB && BSN
19) a letter from college regarding to brunei thingy [nabilah kate bedarah otak bace guideline beliau]
20) handmade bag bought by daddy in thailand and stuff

moral cerita:
sy bukan mahu menshow-offkan apa yg sy ada, jauh sekali meminta simpati atas apa yg sy tiada, sekadar memberitahu betapa hidup ini sukar, (tidak termasuk konflik dalaman memandangkan bakal berjauhan dgn keluarga) sebelum mereka pindah ke sana.

as for raya, there's nothing much to be shared. and to be frank, til today, i haven't seen any lembu or lembu yg sudah disembelih or gulai daging lembu, or product of lembu (except for marigold full cream milk in fridge) despite of the fact that it's still RAYA.

tabahkan hatimu wahai bella.

ps. al-fatihah to landslide victims at Bukit Antarabangsa. i know you guys suffer from far worse situation than i do. note to self: nothing last forever, my dear bella.