brunei baby.

The ISB Borneo Global Issue Conference


point of concern-granted.



"the delegate of angola would like to point out that she is soooo missing someone back home.."



*updated*

:)

kenape sy syg kelas sy?

kenapa saya sayang kelas saya?

sebab kelas saya kaler kuning
^^kuning kaler diraje. make scare otometik sy merasekan klas sy bedaulat.hehee~

sebab kelas sy kat tingkat 2
^^jadi sy xpayah susah2 penat2 panjat tangge tinggi2. gayat pon x.

sebab tepi kelas sy ade pokok2 dlm pasu termasuk pokok puding dan aloe vera
^^tumbuh2an membekalkan oksigen, make kami mendapat oksigen fresh saban hari dan mengurangkan kecenderungan ntok tido. (tipuuu~)

sebab kelas sy dkt tgh2 alam, antare M08B dan M08L
^^laluan senior2 untuk pegi rehat ataupun balik.so boley la usha (sgt xley bla~)

sebab kelas sy dkt dgn tangge
^^walopon ia sekadar tangge dan bukan lif mahupun eskalator, ia tetap bergune untuk menaik dan menurunkan rakyat2 kmb.

sebab kelas sy nyaman dan dingin
^^sy besyukor sbb walopon xde ekon, kelas sy xde la panas sgt. kipas pon sehat walafiat je. lgpon kalo de ekon, tendency to sleep increase--kate ustaz shiham.

sebab cekgu2 kelas sy sporting
^^sy plg suke muvi review cegu maths sy, sg noraini, sbb sy dpt mem-balance-kan ke-tensi-an maths dgn info2 semase muvi terbaru. ib profile learner- well balanced.

dan..

paling penting..

sebab classmates sy teramat super duper extremely BEST..!!
^^sy xpenah click sampai thp ni dgn clasm8 sy kt skola dulu2. kekadang terharu pom ade. kagom toksah cakapla. kwn2 sy kat klas lain pom ckp, dorg jeles tgk ke"metallic-bonding"an kami. [nak emo r nih.haha~]

mr genius; adam
mr sweet-talker; ateh
mr sleeping beauty; mau (jgn mara erkk:)
mr psycho; ariff
mr cute; KN
mr adorable-AGAGA-laugh; fazli
mr cool && confident; aiman
mr fiery words; ridhu
mr daddy-like; amin
mr well-behaved; rahman (kate fazli dlm blog klas:)

ms bubbly; farah
ms stylo; mira
ms sweet smile; nadzirah
ms demure; ci'ah
ms director; zai (baru jap dpt title nih.hehee:)
ms clubbing; deejay (sebab name dye jep:)
ms psychotic deskies; eddy, bella, tqah (hamek,3 org skali kne:)

kami dtg dr pelbagai lapisan masyarakat, tetapi kami sgt bahagia hidup sebumbung (under one roof).

moral cerita:

sayangilah kelas dan kelas2mate anda. bak kate blog M08G (iklan ini berbayar),,

"kita nak hidup bersame 2 tahun kan..??"

belum final, belum expired.

isketambola, isketambatu, or whatever you call it, finally, it's over.

it's been a tiring week. time consuming, money consuming, energy consuming, and everything.

but people talk. and we will keep on talking until we feel tired of it, or to be more exact,
until we find some other things to talk about.

and this isketambola stuff has been a hot issue, menenggelamkan isu palestine dan gaza buat seketika,
sehinggakan warga2 kmB sibuk berbicara mengenainya.

cmon.

the name itself is performance. cakap belakon. cakap drama. cakap MUZIKAL. takkan takde part2 berdansa kot.
and even impossible if there is no singing. so what's the big deal?

i'm not going against anyone, or any gerakan, or even any pihak2 yg mempunyai pendapat mereka sendiri.

i just feel sorry for those who actually got the talent, but have to keep it low, simply because they're afraid
that they would be 'blacklisted' or 'marked' by some other people. the name itself is stage, and for God's sake, it's
a performance! and performing means that you would give your very best to the audience!

so i'm in MPaC. and i talk big. duhhh?

bukan masalah mpac atau apa, it's just that i think people have no right to judge those on stage. of course la, yg
boley judge hanyalah cekgu2 yg mmg diiktiraf sebagai juri hakim. name lg judge..

but this stuff is actually organized by the admin, and it's compulsory! you can't simply escape from it.
kenapa mahu kondem aka fire manusia2 yg telah bertungkus lumus berhempas pulas berlatih pagi petang siang
malam sampai berebut dewan nak buat latihan? they actually contribute to the play! mereka memeriahkan lagi
drama2 ini, dan mengurangkan beban director yg pening kepale mahu handle 2 kelas at one time.

i really don't understand.

air asam jawa kat koop dilaporkan out of stock (this is so true), nak membuktikan betapa rakyat2 tahun 1
kolej mara banting komited dgn bende alah isketambola ni.
ada yg sampai kena jaga hall, takut class lain amek ntok wat latihan (berebot stage, nak rehearsal la katekan)
tak kurang jgk yg pegi gym ntuk kelas menari tidak diiktiraf, sebab gym ade cermin besar, boley
menari ala2 sehati berdansa gituu.
jambatan2 kaki lima antara 2 bangunan juga dilihat penuh dengan kelibat2 manusia yg memerlukan space untuk latihan
(mane tak nye, 2 kelas kot!)
area concourse pon bising malam2, sebab dak2 year 1 practice kat situ.
ade yg sampai xtido, tgn berdarah tercucuk jarum jahit costume.
ade jgk yg sanggup merangkak bawah kain (dah mcm lion dance kulihat), semate2 ntok menghidopkan drama. (credit to em!heheee)

but why the dancers and singers yg paling terok kene fire?

yes, they are n*****h. and so what? they can sing, they can dance. let them gilap their bakat la! (i think i start to sound like my Biology teacher)
personally for me (i dunno bout you guys), that is the only time when you can actually show off
your talent without feeling guilty or what. memang la kne all-out. takkan nak buat cikai2 kot.
dah pektis bagai nak rak, alih2 atas stage kne slow down. apa kisah??

i see this drama stuff as more towards responsibility. tanggungjawab. not as suka suki menggedik atas stage menari,
menyanyi and all. kalau ada yg terlebih terover sikit tu, pejam mate suda. stage fright kot. ingat senang ke nak perform
depan manusie ramai2?

and if you're not the judge, then who are you to judge?


ps.i've been wanting to post this entry for quite some time, but due to time constraint, i can only do it NOW.
hope it's not too late, plus the final is like 2 weeks away. btw, congrats to all 4 plays that managed to
go to the final.

Left4Dead

just because my previous post has 'dead' on its title, so you think this one is the sequel lah?



no, not even close. it may have something to do with deadly stuff (obviously), but none about birthdays, new year, whatsoever.



a day before i went back to kmB, a friend asked me out. and since i was so depressed mengenangkan esok dah kena balik kolej, i simply agreed.



so he picked me at home (it's my uncle's place actually), and then went to a kedai mamak, pegi pekena nasik lemak dgn nescafe ais (dye je la, i only had iced neslo). not long after that, his two friends joined us (oh, great) and lepak same2.



and then the real 'thing' began.



we played a killing2 game called LIFE4DEAD. yes, i mean, WE. it's not like we shared a PC and i watched him showing-off his skills, nope. i actually played along with his two friends! (gile, tawu la nak cukopkan team, aku gak jd mangse).



i never played such thing before. xpernah sentuh pom!



me; "i xtaw pape pom psl bende alah ni! pls la, i xnak main. xreti kot"

him; "alah, relax la. takde pape pon. senang je.u i ikot je i krg.i aja la u"



pity me. rayuanku tidak diterima. finally, i gave up. fine. whatever you say.



W,A,S,D for control.

E to pick up things.

R to reaload your weapon.

space to jump.

Ctrl to duck. (ye ke??)



okey, it won't be so bad. bunyi macam senang.layan je laa..



so it's show time baby!



"woi, jgn tembak aku la!" (it's always me who shot meraban.haha)

"tutop lampu.ade witch kat sini" (witch??wth??)

"jgn la saw sgt.xde pape pom." (i don't even know what 'saw' is?*^&!$%^&)

"mane u ni? kan i dah ckp, ikot i" (i was always the one yg tertinggal kat blkg sbb xjumpe jln)



the game is CS-like (satu permainan elektronik di mana anda hanya dpt melihat senjata anda dr skrin komputer), and i never liked CS before.
now i’m wondering how the two chipmunks (afiq,11 and adam,7) can be sooo into CS despite of their age. (maju tol adik2 aku)



you walk, you see zombies, you shoot them, they pin you down, your friends help, your health bar increases, then you walk again to hunt for zombies.(can someone pls explain this to me??)


btw, thanks to my dearest friend, i got my veeery first experience in such game.
(he even asked me to CS-ing with him after that, but hell, NO!)

now i’m already at kmB, and i know a lot of DOTA-ing is going around. and since i had a lot of DOTA conversation with yard recently,

“aku xkan penah faham manusie2 yg main game camtu.”

and to mr. alah-sng-je-i-bley-aja-u;

“next time lau u ajak i pegi cc men game lg, sumpah i x ikot!” (i hope he will read this)

i can’t play DOTA, i dread CS, i failed Life4Dead;

Tadak life kah aku???

shoot me. and i'm dead.

i cant believe this.

i missed his birthday. and i feel bad about it. he never missed mine since we knew each other. i know, i know, i was somewhere in Yangon on that day, and that explains why i couldn't call him. or text him. or email him. but i swear i remember it. and i promised to myself that i would wish his birthday as soon as i get back. but i didn't. not til just now.

and it turned out that he had the lousiest birthday ever.

B: "im so sory. i missed ur bday. i wuz in mynmar. i ingt on dat day,bt i 4got 2wish aftr i come bak.im so sory my dear. rily3 sory.. ,"

A: "its 2 late 2 apologize. dh lama. i had a shitty bday."

B: "i blk mesia on 26th.u called, tym 2 i kt k.trg,stayin at my frens place.im so sory.sumpah,i ingt on dat vry day,bt i cudnt reach u...sory."

A: "oh,call kjp tu xley wish eh?fine."

B: "i xingt.i come bak,n i got so many things 2stel.im so sory.my bad..each tym i ingt,i xter-wish.i duno.oke, i admit,my fault.,bt im rily3 sory.,"

A: "hmmph.tlambt."

yeah, he did call me on 31st dec. but i turned him down and said i would call him later. i was out with my roomie, pja, and it's not that often when i could actually hangout with her at KT. but again, i forgot. i didn't call. i didn't even wish his bday when he called. the conversation lasted less than a minute. and i didn't say a word after that. not til just now.

i think i can understand why he's so like hurt. he always had something for me on my previous birthdays.

2006; we first met. my bday was on the last day of HK. we chatted til midnight after the annual dinner and he was among the first to wish- right before my eyes. cute:)

2007; he's a guy full of surprises. my bday was going to be a few days after HK. but stil, i got a cake, and a card from him- given by a waitress during the annual dinner. man, that was damn SWEET!

2008; sorry, i cant remember. i was too excited about my bestie, YANA and her surprise party. and the fact that mom already asked her friend to bake a cake when she was away in india really touched me. thanks for the early thoughts mom..

the thing is, i feel so bad when i missed his birthday. i feel guilty. terrible. so not me. i'm the type who always remember important dates, but how could i forget his?

another fact- i missed abh's too. 1st january, and i only text him on the next day.

B: "they say it's better to be late then never. so,, happy belated bday! hehee sory abh, bella xsmpt wish smlm:)

A: "ya lah 2. anyway, tq n jaga diri:-)"

i love you, abh. always do.




its only the third day of 2009, and i already forgot 2 important dates for 2 important people in my life.






shoot me.

the chronology

12th-26th dec 08; yangon, myanmar.

*some text missing*

"one happy family without the two chipmunks"

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31st dec 08; pantai batu burok, KT

roomates unite, we are TERRIFIC TOGETHER!! had lots and lots and lots of fun! cerita pasal matm*n chomey yg pandai buat chocolate cake, tgk Korean drama [which sure as hell means that he's romantic], undeniably rich, drives a harrier [bia la abg dye punye pon], anak ___ MB, and yup3, he's damn CUTE! only the fact that he's honey's bestfriend makes him so boooringggg~~ but who cares??

"rumet poreber yg bising dan haru biru"

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31s dec 08; Darul Sementara, Paka

home, finally. after 2weeks++ merantau, daku akhirnya pulang. only to find out that the house was not in the way it should be. yeah. pecah masuk. kami dirompak [kate nabilah]. zahid's mr. lappy is gone. and ayah's camera too. c'mon, it's new year's eve! people should be having fun, wishing that the new year will bring all the good things. ini tak. menyusahkan org. "baik xyah hidup lau nyusahkan org"- [ayat femes angah kat kak cik]. kesian encik polis, kne dtg to inspect the crime scene [pengaruh csi]..why aa??manusia skrg semakin kejam...... *i'm too tired to say anything. just wishing that umi and ayah were here....

"pintu bilik yg dikopak oleh manusia durjana yg rakus dan tamak"

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..end of 2008..

so what's left for me in 2009??

GOD knows.

"HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE"